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Well this sucks! I gained 2.4 pounds this week. So I totally undid all the good I did last week. I'm so pissed at myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I always do this? Why do I always choose junk food over healthy? Why do I always seem to overeat? This week I used my period as a reason to overeat. And I shouldn't. I'm trying to do well.

...sigh

All I can do is try to do better this week. I start back to work tomorrow. I should be able to control myself more at work. When I'm working I seem to just eat what I bring with me. So if I bring healthier food that's all I'll eat. I'll just make sure I don't bring cash with me so I can't sneak up to the cafeteria for some puff wheat cake or something equally as bad!

Wish me luck.

Bad Day!

I had such a bad day yesterday - food wise. I don't know why... but every time I get my period I just have the urge to stuff my face. :( And yesterday - for some reason - I did just that.

I did get off on a good start today though. I got up at 5:45 am. (I forgot to set my alarm, but I still managed to wake up early) Then I went to Curves and worked out. I'm going to eat better today.

I did really good shopping yesterday. I found a tonne of nice work clothes. I had no trouble finding nice pants. (That's very rare for me). And I found some really nice tops to go with them. I'm all set for work next week.

When I go back to work, I'm going to have to get up at 5:30 am. This way I'll be able to work out before I go to work and still have time to get Logan ready for daycare.

It's been a while...

Well, it's been a while since I posted on here. And I have to admit that I haven't been doing too well lately. I've been eating foods I definitely shouldn't, but I have managed to control my portions.

After all that, I would have expected that I would have gained some weight. But to my happy surprise I actually lost 2.2 pounds this week! Portion control is a huge part of that. But when I saw that loss on the scale on Monday I couldn't help thinking, "Imagine how much I would have lost if I had eating properly!"

I'm going to try harder to stay on track this week.

I've had a lot going on in my life lately. I started my little boy at daycare last Friday. That was a lot harder on me than it was on him. Daycare was much easier yesterday though. I'm starting him off slowly so that we can both get used to it. I have to go back to work next Tuesday, and I'm not looking forward to it!

Today I have to go shopping for work clothes... ugh! I like shopping for clothes when I've lost a couple of sizes. I'm not at the point yet, unfortunately. Hopefully I'll be able to find some nice clothes that fit me well. And hopefully I'll have to go and re-buy my wardrobe in a couple of months b/c the clothes that I bought today will be too big! :)

Wish me luck shopping!